Welcome to God shit part 1. I lied when I said I leaned Atheist. I said that to make people comfortable. I want to use this incohernt rambling to take steps to explore what I actually believe. What is God? In my collected belief, I do not feel God as a singluar, acting entity, able to control itself in such a calculated manner as to have a plan. I cannot think of it as a higher power. In this world, we are inseparable for everything that we live around. God is the bridge between that seperation. God is not only the bridge, but the force for life. God is the ripple in the water, the change in the universe that leads us to where we are now. God does not exist above time, God rides along side it as we do. God isn't watching what we do, it is what we do. We are all god when we exist as actors, and God reveals itself when we see the results of our actions. Multiplicity, God is the dialectic. Deconstruction. 1.I use /"God/" in a way that describes a metaphysical phenomena. God is Change. God is action. This is also very unhindged.